since i last did this
stupid, trivial thing
that everyone says they admire
but no one pays attention to.
too long.
that is how long i waited
for something beyond "oh, fuck"
to tell me to do something
that might actually mean
anything more than
i guess i have to.
even now i don't want to
even as i do it
see my actions etched in the absolute foreverness
that is keystrokes
and the internet.
even now i can't really say that i care.
but i have to say something.
because i don't want what i said last time
to be the last thing i said.
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